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i am still living with your ghost

Journal Entry: Sat May 2, 2009, 1:48 PM












lonely and dreaming of the west coast
i don't want to be your downtime
i don't want to be your stupid game

with my big black boots and an old suitcase
i do believe i'll find myself a new place
i don't want to be the bad guy
i don't want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
i just want to see some palm trees
go and try and shake away this disease

we can live beside the ocean
leave the fire behind
swim out past the breakers
watch the world die

i am still dreaming of your face
hungry and hollow for all the things you took away

i don't want to be your good time
i don't want to be your fall-back crutch anymore

i'll walk right out into a brand new day
insane and rising in my own weird way
i don't want to be the bad guy

i don't want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
i just want to feel some sunshine
i just want to find some place to be alone

we can live beside the ocean
leave the fire behind
swim out past the breakers
watch the world die

--alexakis















big progress today. the website is almost ready to go online. it isn't quite there, but will be soon. that's a major load off my back. that leads me to a request. i need an artist bio. i had someone picked out to write it, but i'm not counting on anything from that direction in the foreseeable future.

so i'm calling out to anyone who would like to contribute a couple hundred words to describe me and my work. i'm not looking for the standard 'he's 32 and he likes to take pictures' thing. i'd like to see something with a little depth about where my photos come from. anyway, if you're up for it i'd love to see what you can do.

the art walk last night was good. experienced the usual pretentious art crap from all those professors that think since they've been teaching for thirty years that they finally figured out how to do. saw one gallery that was all horses. pretty groovy since today was derby day.

but the highlight of my night was a brand new gallery called artwhole studios (nice pun, eh). i spoke for a little while with the director there and we discussed meeting to talk about a show there. how cool is that?

in a previous journal i mentioned that i was scheming. also mentioned that's nothing new, but i have a new scheme that might just be crazy enough to work. as most of you know, my parents live in the philippines. i've been invited to stay with them for a little while. if it all works out i'll go at the end of july, stay for three months and get an open ended ticket back via sydney.

if it works out the way i want it to (and it's just possible that it might) i will be in oz from the end of october through the first of 2010. that would be a dream come true. more details to come. but keep your fingers crossed for me.

that's all for now. i've been staring at this screen for about ten hours without a break and i'm ready for a beer. pint o' guiness anyone?

be excellent to each other

:peace:

ajm








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:iconchirpilittle:
I would love to write something of a Bio for you, but I'm not sure I would do a very good job. I know you... but I feel I don't know you well enough to capture everything your pictures stand for... even though I know they were what kept you going, and they describe the ups and downs through your journey of life. But that's just about it :(

Wish I could help you more, but I feel rather pathetic on this end. Let me know if I could help out anywho. (I didn't get my English A'Level for nothing :P )

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:icontangledweb:
My humble opinion is that you write the artist statement yourself (after all it is a statement about you and your work) and have someone take a look at it to edit it. Trust me on this, nobody can do it better than yourself. I'd be more than happy to offer a looksee and give critical comments.
:iconka-te:
if you want to write it up yourself in the first place, i could edit it and add things if you'd like. i don't think i could do justice with what i know now, but i could work off of what you gave me if you'd like. if not, totally understandable. i know i'm new.

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:iconpainting-with-light:
I have to agree with the previous comments, it would make more sense if you jot down a few words yourself and have someone go through it.

Hope your crazy scheme does work out and going to your parents for a while should give you a chance to start over.

So you wish to travel to Australia. From what I heard it is a lovely place, hope it works out for you

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:icon49pearls:
Allen, have you read your own profile page? The bit on your Deviant ID seems like a very good start...maybe it's even complete.

Maybe edit a bit, but not much, I think.
:iconallenjmiller:
it's not too gushy?

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that's me.
i look like you wanna look,
i fuck like you wanna fuck,
i am smart, capable,
and most importantly,
i am free in all the ways that you are not.
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:iconallenjmiller:
i'd like to see what you come up with ms Greta. you have known me for quite some time and seen a lot of ups and downs. i think you can probably put together something really nice

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all the ways you wish you could be,
that's me.
i look like you wanna look,
i fuck like you wanna fuck,
i am smart, capable,
and most importantly,
i am free in all the ways that you are not.
--palahniuk
:iconallenjmiller:
i'm not a writer sterling. and i'm not good at all about describing myself. i'll give it a shot, but i think it will be more work than any of the rest of this

--
all the ways you wish you could be,
that's me.
i look like you wanna look,
i fuck like you wanna fuck,
i am smart, capable,
and most importantly,
i am free in all the ways that you are not.
--palahniuk
:iconallenjmiller:
it's been my dream to travel to australia since i was a kid. i'm going to do it. and quite possible this year. it will be cool.

i don't write about myself. never have. never will. it seems pretentious and self-absorbed to me. i want someone else to write about me. next i'll cross my arms and stamp my feet. lol


--
all the ways you wish you could be,
that's me.
i look like you wanna look,
i fuck like you wanna fuck,
i am smart, capable,
and most importantly,
i am free in all the ways that you are not.
--palahniuk

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